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i don't think anyone still uses livejournal anymore... [17 Jan 2007|09:17pm]
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything.
Make sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post as many times as you'd like.
Then, put this in your live journal to see what others have to say


i don't think people still use this. but we'll see.....

or i'll just look like i have no friends, which is NOT the case. i hope.

ghost ride da whip.
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i'm sorry guys. i'm really fucking weird. [13 Dec 2006|12:56am]
[ mood | finals almost are over! ]
[ music | sarah mclachlan ]

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other than being on suicide girls ??? xxxmonsters??? [i was told it was a good idea...] that or start nilboggirls? (not my idea. but might as well be.)

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it's pretty much been a typical day.



i should probably stop updating my internet things with the same stupid shit all the time. when i'm not being dramatic i'm being boring and being bored.

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darling, i'll be frank. [11 Dec 2006|11:46am]
i want somebody to fall effortlessly in love with.



(it was twenty years ago today.....
i never celebrated it before, or even thought about it... but i think america should be celebrating the anniversary of me gracing this country's presence.... i.e. i was adopted dec. 11.)
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and we were dancing.... [20 Nov 2006|02:29am]
vince is making me post pictures to satisfy his mega crush on these guys.

best show ever. north carolina isn't too south for me. the old crow medicine show t-shirt kid was super down and we danced. vince drank whiskey.

i have never had the desire to meet a band. but they were so down i couldn't NOT talk to them. (ughhhhhh. 15-year-old crushes!)
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best concert ever )
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old old friends. [13 Nov 2006|12:13am]
[ music | carmen ]

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little cousin? i haven't seen him in like five years!!! it was a good weekend. we caught up. and now that we are grown up, we are totally looking more and more like each other.

<b>i was in a room with four guys i have known since i was a little kid. except my cousin, i guess i've known him even longer.</b> )

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people are justttt dumb. [08 Nov 2006|08:43am]
[ music | the pretenders. ]

even dick devos was against proposal 2, one of the shadiest people ever....
wow.... michigan.... that's shocking. well good thing (i'm assuming) our white majority is keeping those minorities and women in line. because we're all "equal."
those blacks and latinos can't get into college before me!

actually... if i'm correct, the asian population in colleges should raise even more now.... so "you" (general person who voted for prop 2) still aren't getting into college!!!!! whahahahahhaahahhahahahahaha.






blahhhhhhh.

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a poem [07 Nov 2006|01:51am]
[ music | victor's piano solo ]

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HAIKU inspired by events from the day.
flowers are pretty.
i like nice deliveries.
it was a surprise.

thank you vincent for doing something n-n-nice. i like that you are nice.

maybe i'll give you a polly pocket in return....

(love. miss.)


p.s. remember to vote EVERYONE... or the terrorists will win!!!!

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d.c. [31 Oct 2006|05:27pm]
[ mood | ouch ]
[ music | for want of ]

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okay. soooooooo. i really need someone who lives in allendale to follow me to the auto repair place and bring me back FRIDAY. and also if they could take me back whenever it is fixed. this would be sweeeeeeeet. all of my friends who have cars live in grand rapids. and sarah has civic studio and works friday. booo. agh. i need help.

i'm pretty sure i was the sexiest circle at the party. i don't know. i don't know. i'm just sayin.....

i'm on this rites of spring kick and jawbreaker kick. i don't know why. i blame awkward jon.

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vote no on prop. 2 [24 Oct 2006|04:46pm]
[ music | not my chemical romance. ]

vote no on prop. 2
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this is what i do in school and get two credits. for my final project in painting i think i am going to do performance art. with me painting my face, and people reacting to me painting my face. how awkward.



P.S. tot night thurs. mine and sarah's place. sarah doesn't know yet though.
i only have a half a bag. so if you have tater tots bring them. this goes down at 9. if there aren't enough tots. maybe i'll get pizza.

thank you vince and becky for helping me out (now you're really obligated to since you haven't posed yet.) this is going to be pretttty hot. and uncomfortable...

p.s.s. see previous entry about car. rules still apply.

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[24 Oct 2006|01:51am]
does anybody know anything about cars? i'll be in your debt. my car is misbehaving. as in sputtering when i accelerate. i think i know what it is. i'm trying to rule out transmission problems. anyways.

someone should come look at it. orrrrr reccommend me to a trustworthy car-fix-it spot in g.r.

i'll bake you a cake. or make out with you. either or. (not your choice.)
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i forgot how to do one of those lj cuts. but who cares. this thing is useless. [10 Oct 2006|01:10am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | velvet underground ]

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i want to be 100% all the time. i want to be on matt tomack's level. i want to skip the shakespeare play because "i just saw the moon and i need to be outside right now." at least. but it's simply, unmanageable.

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we always sing so loud they can hear us on the moon.

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he did me the biggest favor the other day but it's a secret. (if they would stop being cute. i would stop taking pictures.)

ummmmm. i think i don't want to go to a party unless i'm showing up with a crew of at least 15 people deep. no more east lansing parties unless i meet some more people or something. awkward.

i hate my painting class. i don't even care what i end up with in that class. that guy sucks. but i already knew that.

REGINA REGINA. the end.

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[02 Oct 2006|01:29am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | NICO "THESE DAYS" ]

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<3. i am in love with the both of them. more than they will ever know. (and i want to sit at a diner with them this weekend like the old days.)

i finally saw an inconvenient truth/ will see the last two concerts i ever want to see within the next two months. AND DOUGLASS RUSHKOFF is coming to grand valley. (this makes me act in the way of a 15 year old girl.)

but i have a laundry list of movies i would like to see, which does not include the matthew barney/bjork movie at the uica....

the science of sleep.
the illusionist.
the u.s. vs. john lennon.
jesus camp.
fearless.

let's go see some movies....

i am pretty sure that i will be in london when harry potter comes out. kick ass!!!

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another dumb picture update. but you can see some good lookin' kids. right. [19 Sep 2006|01:29am]
[ mood | have a little faith in me. ]
[ music | joe cocker. ]

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a terrible waffle incident. and a second degree burn. with boils and all.

my year= canada, upper-cuts, tap dancing, metals, good conversations, good company, good classes, and learning how to make big bombs in chemsitry. life is going to be okay. and i am going to be taking a sweet make-up class come october. cosmetology you ask? hell no. prosthetics and masks, or so i hope.

people i love )

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like. so two months ago. i know. [01 Aug 2006|11:06pm]
[ music | talkie walkie ]

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cutest wedding. EVER.

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big picture of coolest guests at the wedding.

why am i still a little kid while my friends are all grown up?
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(p.s. thank you rebecca for the early birthday)

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the perfect ending to this piece of SHIT story. [25 Jul 2006|01:33pm]
VINCENT JACOB SUCHANEK I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TO ME.

i'm so pissed right now.
so pissed in fact that i'm going shopping with my mother to make me not so pissed (and we both hate shopping). aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i hope you are happy.
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oh palestine. [24 Jul 2006|06:20am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | concerning the ufo sighting... ]

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we learned that witchcraft is still a big deal.
but...
i was given an "allah" mug. and a quran yesterday. this woman didn't want me to leave her without them.

i've been really unhappy lately. my birthday is coming up.

i'm moving back in a month... this summer wasn't anything i'd hoped for.

life is funny.

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i'm fine with rallying the troops. but not for dollaz that could be better used elsewhere. [20 Jul 2006|03:56am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | janet. ms. jackson if you're nasty. ]

sooo.. everyone should line up to see me before the invisible children militia group finds me and uses their witchcraft on me.

long story short....

i saw "the invisible children" (uganda, kids with guns) documentary last summer. i found it heart-wrenching. it's a terrible issue.

however, there are things i find....WRONG with this group or whatever they are that has formed since then.... and there are reasons, of course, why i feel this way (mainly dealing with the money and the stereotype of people who get involved with these sorts of things.), which i can explain better in person....

so on myspace(of course. drama.) they added me as a friend... and i only added them back so i could briefly "say"/type what i thought about them.... well here we go.... and they're on my ass. and you know me, i can't back down.. we both "say"/type things that are kind of rude. blah...

and then i accidentaly gave this guy my phone number so we can have coffee and talk about it (social injustice of the world). WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS?!?!! WHY AM I SOOOO DUMB. at least heids knows him, so he's prob. not a creep.

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so bored. bored bored. [18 Jul 2006|12:49am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the submarines ]

FIRSTS.

First best friend: heidi.

First car: midnight blue 95 saturn. i wrote a poem about it. it sucked like everything else i do.

First date: have i even ever been on a date? i'm not the girl guys take on dates. i'm not that lucky. we just do kickass things together if that counts.

First real kiss: ugh. i hope it wasn't vince. i think it was. seventh grade at sarah wolford's birthday party. and i stood on a couch because he was too damn tall.

First break-up: 4th grade. matthew. in letter form. it said "i don't know if i want to be your boyfriend anymore." and that was the last i heard from him.

First screen name: neptunegurl2004

First self purchased album: ace of base: the sign.

First funeral: my friend's dad.

First pets: max. cutest carin terrier ever. period.

First piercing/tattoo: ears 4 years old.

First credit card: 18?

First true love: wesley. i'll butter my cup for that.

First enemy: some loser probably. i don't know.

First big trip: grandma's.

First musician you remember hearing in your house: classical. a lot of it. anyone. or simon and garfunkel.

.LASTS.

Last cigarette: i don't smoke. no thank you.

Last car ride: coming home from work. in the monsoon.

Last kiss: i kind of have a problem, so i don't know. it's up in the air.

Last good cry: i don't want to talk about it. it's embarrassing.

Last friend you made: sam? we bonded. i don't know though.

Last library book checked out: i don't even know "lord of the flies" like sophomore year of high school??? i buy my books now... and i work at a bookstore, so i can check them out for free there too- and it was "america against the world"---enticing.

Last movie seen: second pirates.

Last beverage drank: water.

Last food consumed: tuna.

Last crush: i people crush all the time.

Last phone call: vince. i don't see him anymore. so..

Last time showered: today

Last shoes worn: aldos!

Last cd played: the avett brothers. i'm so glad i have the coolest boss ever. period.

Last item bought: vegetarian cookbook.

Last annoyance: my cat simon.

Last disappointment: my arthritis!!!

Last time wanting to die: uhhhh..... enough of this emo bullshit. nobody should want to die unless there is something wrong with them, or they've actually had something worth complaining about. like getting their shit blown in by an american bomb.

Last time scolded: i do the scolding.

Last shirt worn: the one i'm wearing now. or not wearing. doubt anyone is reading this.

Last website visited: venusmag.

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i have high-speed internet. supposedly. my life is boring. [14 Jul 2006|06:10am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | venice is sinking ]

i'm pretty sure kids from g.r. don't like kids from e.l. for one reason or another. it's probably because they don't know john krohn. or they're too f-in p. rock.

i want to make more sandwich dates with becky. my weekend there was a trip! and i met some cool kids and bonded with sam. but that doesn't make me like the ramones. yuck.

a high school kid used a line on me the other day at work (when i wasn't working. i don't know what it is at that place, but people think they can say anything to me there.). it was the funniest thing ever. but i played it cool, man.

if YOUR dad keeps feeding me pizza i'll end up like a box.

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grillz.

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i've been bored a lot lately so this thing is getting some use. [08 Jul 2006|12:29am]
[ music | the essential simon & garfunkel ]

yesterday was the best work day ever. i love my job. i'll prob. never have as cool of managers as i do now.
yesterday was our "mystery night" for the kids. so i got to work it and be one of the "witnesses." so a bunch of kids were running around the store and asking me questions for clues. it was the cutest thing i've ever seen. they were in groups of three and i overheard this one boy say to another boy who started to look at books, "DAVID, don't get side-tracked!!!" jared rocks for writing the whole storyline. although, it was too techy- and i feel like a lameoid for not knowing what a blackberry was.

and after 8.5 hrs of work i saw the midnight showing of "Pirates." i don't care how indie rock you are. those are good movies. though this one is LONG.

i'm going to be spreading my seed tomorrow (today?) when i visit g.r., the only place i long to be... in her arms. (and i need to see you too jake!)



i want to have a slumber party next week.... seeing as how i am more than likely to be lonely next week, people should visit me and sleep with me. but please don't molest me. that's awkward.

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